gentle

so soft

and how can a body and a freaked out brain be so soft

to accommodate comfort

to be soft and like pillows

the freaked out mind is forced to let go in favour of something not brilliant

...but just soft

and cuddly

it's no mystery

comfort is the most desirable thing

because life is a tired activity

I absolutely adore my bed

I dream in there

it is an emotionscape

sometimes it does not work

but when it does it is superb!

I digress...

gentleness is more powerful than force

I can watch an explosion and identify some violence...

but I was not involved...I am wearing angels undies!

I can explode but it is affection dynamite!

it will cause most to collapse but it's all I got...

it's beyond mania

it's conditioned personality