Why is it when you have a relationship (Im not just talking about a sexual relationship. It could be a friend family or whatever) with a person and they are no longer part of your life ONLY THEN do you realize the great fun times and all the memories you had with that person.
It can be a song(s), a TV show, a movie, a joke, and the memories just wont go away. They haunt me all the time throughout the day throughout the night....It was not a healthy relationship with this person and I just feel so sad when I think of all the good times we did have though. It seems like the more I try to make the memories go away or slow down the more I remember certain things about the person. Ya know its one of those relationship bonds that you want to break all ties and your heart and mind are working together. I know time is suppose to make it easier but some days it doesn't work at all.Is there anyone else that has this type of situation? What do you do to make your mind just stop? Thanks for reading this even if you don't respond it just feels to get it out of my head.
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