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Old Sep 07, 2013, 10:33 PM
Kl3b0rg Kl3b0rg is offline
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Yeah..that's not going to happen ever in my lifetime. I've been experiencing this since the age of 9 and dear old dad never saw fit to take me to check me out. I started 'self medicating' and that turned into a nice full blown heroin addiction at 14. Got off at 17 migraines came back at full force and with the way I look on top of having ZERO medical records stating that I do indeed suffer from daily migraines, I just don't see how I'm getting help any time soon. Long time sufferers of migraines tell me the same thing. I've had a pain management doctor for ten years and they just now started giving my Percocet 5's. I have to take four of those to barely zombie my way through a 8 hour work shift. On top of it as well, because I have been an addict, I fear that whenever I do get to confront my migraines I fear that all they are going to see is "I want the highest pain killer please kthxbye". If I could afford it I would give botox a shot but I can't. It's just so easy to get pills off the streets but that is now affecting my day to day life. Ill get kicked out if I get another pill for myself and become homeless yet again. So I get to suffer every day on top of having people ask relentlessly "hows the job search going?". Sorry, I talk a lot..