Not far behind ya on the planet-tripping, Bluemountains! It's been my personal theory for awhile and thought you might relate. SO hear you on the statement on the card! My response has always been, "Nope, you can't see in there. It's too dark." Which of course has a double meaning, as it also means I won't let them in. No card, but I've slowly gotten a tiny bit better with it too, but only with my psych. (Haha, one day, I walked out of there incredulous that I had told her something. It was behind so many walls, I couldn't believe I finally blabbed it!)

No toothbrush, huh? Good for you! (It's cleaning with the QTips, and worse, dental tools(!), that say too much about my mind, haha.) Should you decide to employ a toothbrush at some point though (because, really, grout is soooo enticing on that front ), may I offer the secret of my latest find? At the dollar store one day, there was a denture brush. Grabbed it right quick. "Wow! That's one seriously hearty toothbrush!" I could hardly wait to use it. (But just to clean of course, as I'm in full possession of my dental faculties. Yes, incorrect word usage, but worth it for the tiny joke. )

On a more serious note, glad to hear you recognized that safety net wise, it's not a good time to go messing around with your meds.