I've had issues my whole life. (messed up family ftw?? or not..).
First suicidal depression hit at age 11. Was likely depressed before then but can't really pinpoint that. Had bouts of suicidal between then and since, roughly every other year the depression would get suicidal badly alhough I'd have more minor depressions between. My ups are hard to track as I don't pay attention to them, but they were obvious enough to me by the time I was 17-18,
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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