well said bb! I won't be celebrating with anyone on Christmas ...except maybe for here at pc. I don't have a single decoration up or about... no one to help me do that and I can't do it myself this year.

It's not a good testimony, imo, for me to be a Christian and have my home so dark and plain, but oh well... if THEY were good Christian neighbors they would have asked if I needed help! Two can play that game.

You aren't living in the car are you? Or a tent? What happened? I thought you went to relatives and all that oh am I confused???