My mind seems to be having a war with its self. Right now my mind seems to think that depression is a selfish illness. It thinks that its all about me or poor me ive got this and you all should feel sorry for yourself. Today a dear friend of mine passed away from cancer. I was thinking about all the different types of illness and diseases. But depression seems to be a one person thing. You know we dont do races to cure or foundations. I dont know how my mind came to thinking that im selfiish after hearing the news. I know im not selfish and i should think of others and be more supportive and I do. But today I cant tell if im sad the friend passed away or sad because of the depression. My emotioins are mixed up. Sorry if this sounds confusing im kinda confused myself. Do you have wars with yourself? Do you think Depression is selfsish? I'm not trying to be rude Ive never thought this way before. I Dont think that anyone is selfish I just maybe think of my own depression as selfish.