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Old Sep 08, 2013, 04:59 AM
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BPD, BP, OCD, and at one point IED was put on the table, but I slipped out of the system and never got a formal dx.

Its loads of fun actually.
My BP and BPD tend to fuel eachother, either can trigger the OCD, which is at its worse if you sprinkle some psychosis just for shyts n giggles.

And well IED (if that's what it even is), I have been managing well I think, it has been years and I have not sent another person to hospital again! It has to be kept in check because I'm wayyy to pretty for jail! Rage > not allowed.

How does it make my life more interesting?

I'm on life's stage nearly 24/7 appearing appropriate and I don't get paid a cent for my Oscar worthy performances.
I also have to keep finding new ways to channel or express anger lest I land up behind bars.

My brother has "threatened" to lavendarize my room so I can chill the fk out, bf says he's gonna slip a bag of weed into each pillowcase because its smells better

Personally I agree with bf, smelling weed in my pillow is better than lavendar everything

Then every 3 months or so, I have bouts of utter mental and emotional exhaustion from all this acting and all I do is cry and sleep for about 2 weeks. My body feels like I was either hit by a train or filled up with lead. On occassion I have really thought I needed medical assistance but turns out I just need a coma.

Barrel of fun I tell ya!
Hugs from:
shezbut, shortandcute
Thanks for this!
shortandcute