I'm sick of being patronized, I'm sick of being yelled at, I'm sick of being mocked and made fun of, I'm sick of being told I'm doing it wrong every time. I'm sick of not having the courage to stand up for myself, of speaking my mind and not giving a damn if others don't like it. About exploded today, by fortune or misfortune I didn't. I'm normally too afraid to even consider lashing out, but today I was pretty close. I fear what happens if people keep pushing me, whether it's online or off. Because I feel very close to snapping.