I think the memories come when we are able to handle them.. and I am not convinced all memories come to us...I have alot of memories that seem more like movie clips that aren't even real...like it isn't ME... but I know it is...

And i can't even explain them alot of the time because they are so vague. like a dream you can't quite recall enuf to talk about but yet you know what it was about....and then i wonder if it was a dream and not a memory...

I had to stop thinking about it.... stop trying to figure it out... .I had to stop trying to have the memories...and just let them come if they were gonna come..

I wish you the best.... Faith