I have being lucky enough to have met some people who seem genuine and caring. That doesn't mean it's a smooth ride. I can't fully understand them and they can't fully understand me.

About lies... I often forget lying is an option. So I end up in situations which turn bad because someone is lying about me and I don't have the smarts to lie about them. I have been targeted as a bad person many times because of this. I'm a very easy victim because of this. Still, I can't fix it! I seem to be unable to create lies. When I lie it is to my folks, when they call and ask how I am and I say alright no matter what stuff I'm going through. I think that lie works because it is so well rehearsed.