Thread: It hurts.
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 11:26 AM
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Originally Posted by neutrino View Post
Thank you all for the replies!

It's good to hear I'm not really alone in this (though I often feel like I am). So let me ask you something. What do you do when you're really low and you feel like nothing will ever be ok? What do you do when you hate yourself and feel like you don't even deserve to live? I should probably add that I'm not suicidal. However, I often wonder why I'm alive when things never get better anyway (because this is pretty much never-ending). Sometimes I catch myself thinking things like "why do you even live? You should probably just jump out the window" or something. Are those suicidal thoughts?

Also, I'm not sure if it's allowed to talk about suicidal thoughts here so I'm sorry if I'm breaking any rules by posting this.

you sure did ask a lot of questions...
but they all make sense

and for us?

those questions don't have good answers

so a whole new bunch of answers are needed for questions we don't know how to ask

like..."I will be ok yes"

"yes I will get through this"

" no it's not my fault I don't deserve this...I will be ok"