I am forever qualified to comment on this..

the issue with borderline!

humans friends lovers do not belong in our heads

intimacy is not something to think about

and yet?

being forced to by an event or a series of events

emotional freedom is seriously compromised
and thinking my feelings makes me tragically clumsy with people

my brain has assumed control over my emotions

it is damage and my heart is held hostage by a mis-understood personal requirement to salvage everything I already screwed up because I am thinking too hard

my borderline imagination is utterly magnificent and desperate

....and it continues to prove that my emotions don't belong in my mind

my heart cannot think and my brain cannot feel

this is what borderline is... it's a switch around

it is so dangerous

it takes time to make the right adjustments

I am so deeply sensitive to everyone here who suffers
I have been there

I am so sorry....cos I know how it hurts