This is what was in my head and I didn't know how to say.......thank you
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Sometimes we cry from the rooftop and yet people don't seem to hear. And oftentimes crying from the rooftop brings greater consequences. I'm so sorry if you are in this same position.

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You seem to understand a great deal of how I'm feeling. I don't want to be in the position and I don't encourage him in anyway, on the contrary I try to stay as much in the background as possible.

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there HAS to be a way to get out and away from this man before he kills you.

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This is what I'm waiting for to happen, the time that comes when he couldn't stop by just teaching me a lesson......do I wait. I know many of you will probably perceive me as weak and that is not what I wanted when started my thoughts on this thread for support but I can see where you would get this idea.

Well said........this monster of a disease in many forms is just waiting for my number to come up.
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I do hope you are safe this holiday coming up, this monster we all battle can kill us if we do not watch ourselves..

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Thank you to each and everyone of you for your caring thoughts in this that has proven to be a no win situation for me. I just don't know how to do it anymore.

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I wish I could give you a big hug and steal you away so no one could hit you again.

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I wish you could have too.........My hope is that you all have a wonderful holiday filled with family, friends and peace.

Love to you all,
thank you
Lori