I'm so sorry for you're situation. Is ther anywhere else you could be away from that?

No need to apologize for speaking your mind. It's what the site is for. I've felt better, just getting the thoughts out of my mind, even if someone doesn't reply.

I think I can relate to where you're at right now. I know my parents fight a lot. Not so much so now that my dad is deployed. Being an army guy, my dad had a really bad temper, and he'd get into the yelling, screaming, throwing stuff kind of moods too. I can't tell you how much stuff he's thrown through walls at this house. And we've had the issue of divorce come up before, too. When I was younger it was scary cause I'd think, who would I go with and where, what would we do. But then as I grew up I was hoping more and more it would happen. I know now its too late in the game for them to divorce, but at least I have the chance to get out and get myself into a better place.

Wish you the best, dunno if I helped any. Just know you're not alone.

~lil