Nighttime depression again. How can I handle my courses? Work? I haven't even finished unpacking; I found it difficult enough to pack. When I see so much stuff, I get anxious and freeze. Doesn't help that I hoard stuff too.

I haven't written the petition yet. I have so many things to do tomorrow. I'm half wondering if this new job is going to be too tough for me. Yeah, filing and entering stuff on a computer and handing out papers is tough. But it's not like shift-work. And my old boss knew about my problems. Can I do this?

I think I should sleep soon. I'm only going to feel worse. But so much clutter... so many things to unpack... and I really need a shower... but it's all too much.