I cannot ***** stop!

what is going on?

OMG!!

I thought yesterday was just and experience a one time thing

it's 4am and a bit now and I cannot sleep because I am so totally emotional

how much water is in my head?

it was feeling good but now I am getting a bit worried

there is a lot more going on than just a need to open up

it seems I opened everything up and I have fallen inside the hole

I have become 'it'....the reason behind crying

controlled by forces unfamiliar

I have been emotional before but never like this

I am not in a panic I am just overwhelmed almost a panic because it's ....? hell I am never like this and yet despite the intensity I am unafraid...

still?...I wish it would stop

because I don't understand it

crying for 2 days about well?...anything and everything

this is not mania it's beyond mania

I just had some icecream and custard and cried about that too

still not ashamed just freaked out a bit