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I want to take a bat and beat myself every where. I want to take straight razor and slash myself up and down. I hate me. I hate what I feel and think. I am ungrateful and do not deserve to take up space. OMG I am having such a melt down.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
Last edited by notz; Sep 08, 2013 at 05:07 PM.
Reason: added trigger icon
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