I live near the New York City, but I can't look up at skyscrapers or I feel nauseous. I can't be in glass elevators because if I look up, down, or side to side I feel like I'm gonna fall out. I can be near bleachers because I will have panic attacks and feel like I will fall through the gap, it's so far up. My family went to Paris one year, and as we were on the Eiffel tower, I had my first panic attack (I was 6) and sat on the ground facing the wall and couldn't look at the beautiful view. Same goes for the Ferris Wheel. My crush at the time (my boyfriend now) asked me to go on the Ferris Wheel with him. Of course I said yes, but the entire time I was holding on for dear life and staring at the ground. How romantic. I close my eyes on Roller Coasters. Roller Coasters aren't that bad, my only "irrational" fear about them is them breaking down and me being stuck on it. Anyone else experience any of these things? Feel free to message me and we can talk.