Yeah, I totally get that. I am just so desperate to keep my job. I am in no condition to even fill out applications-let alone go through the interview process to find a new job. I feel like my only hope of staying employed is to keep this job. I wasn't referring to lawyers- I was just hoping there was some type of law or disability group that might be able to support me in my request for less hours. Mainly because my employer themselves said they had requested ADA allowance for my request- so I thought maybe the ADA or a group like them would support me.

The truth is I spent the day with family who all feel I need to let the job go and focus on getting better. It's just my pride I guess- I would feel better if I had a job- if I was contributing something. Losing my job makes me feel like more of a failure and a screw up.