Thanks. So I did manage to sign up for college and I've been going for two weeks now. I'm proud of myself for going but that doesn't make the fear go away. In three of my classes, they've already talked about group presentations. I dread every single day of my life now but I keep going because I know that I have to. Also, since my last post I did reveal to my mom how bad my anxiety was and it did not go well. I was nervous about telling her and she could tell something was wrong and asked me an right away I started crying because I had been holding it in for so long. And then she started yelling cuz I couldn't even tell her what was wrong. Anyway, I did eventually end up saying it was really bad and I needed to go to the doctors. And then the topic was never mentioned again. I don't know what else to do.