It's been a struggle this past week, came close to downing another bottle of pills, but I did the internal fight and won out.

I went to my Pdoc the other day and she changed my meds all around. I don't know yet if it will help or not but I do know the valium helps me get to sleep a lot better than ativan or klonipin. I'm supposed to go see my therapist sometime this week. I should probably find my appointment card since I can't remember when I'm supposed to see her.

Thank you guys for the helping words. I know my fiance and son are very happy I am still here and that makes me smile somewhat inside.