Ugh I hate the dreams. Most often I luckily do not remember all of the content, but wake up startled or terrified and not knowing where I am, just feeling afraid. Then the dreams I do remember almost always involve running from someone/thing, trying to hide, trying to protect myself or my little boy or feeling humiliated in some way because of fear of being "found out". I feel exhausted and tired and wishing I could stay in bed all day.

I dont though. I have a gorgeous little boy to look after and a job that I am passionate about(intellectually passionate, struggle to get really emotionally passionate right now), and it pays the bills! lol

Wish the dreams would not come back to me during the day though.