It is 5:00 am and I cannot sleep because I am going to a pampered chef party over my neighbors house tonight and am extremely nervous. I have only lived in this neighborhood a year and a half, and have only met her once. I want to go, she seems really nice, and I think it will be a great way to get friendlier with her and my other neighbors. But is this really going to bother me all day??

I used to take Xanax for times like these, but became addicted to it in the last year....(I relied on it much too much...) so I can no longer take it.

Is this social anxiety? Seems to be. I HATE IT. I understand about people being nervous, but do most people let it consume their day? Its a stupid party....not a job interview.....

Well, I am going to try to sleep for an hour before I have to get up and go to work..though I know that won't happen. Thanks for letting me vent.
Have a good day all!!



"This too shall pass"