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Originally Posted by gracez
Hi, Edda,
just wanted to say you've been read  I haven't been posting much recently, but I think of everyone here and check the posts - I go thru periods where I'm just too nonverbal to get up the energy to go verbal.
Depression stinks, really does, but we're gonna stick it thru somehow. I also every day feel hopeless or think there's no point, but some other thing tells me to keep existing.
Sending hugs
Gracez |
Thank you, Gracez. That was a very, very tough night but luckily, I decided to call my crisis team.
Depression DOES suck; mine - as debilitating as it is - is somewhat just the tip of the iceberg on a wild and hugely unpredictable sea of BPD.
I do get the hopelessness and the withdrawal. I myself rarely experience much hope but I somehow feel that suicide is NOT the way to go. For one thing; there is no proof that it would end the pain.
Also... I might as well just get a backpack, a tent and walk out of it all. Better than killing myself.
Well... I don't always feel this way. I struggle too. I really do.
Thanks again for your kind words. Hugs and all the best.