My situation isn't as bad as a lot of people. But my parents weren't exactly the greatest. My father has been cheating on my mother their whole marriage, and he always puts his affairs and desires in front of his family. He also has issues with drinking and gambling. When I was going through my biggest spout of depression and panic attacks a few years ago, he yelled at me and blamed all his marriage problems on me. It hurts, I know it's not true, but at the same time I have trouble not blaming myself. I wish he was more of a dad sometimes.