
Sep 09, 2013, 11:57 AM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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   Oh wow ~ I can't believe that another person can actually feel exactly the SAME as I do! Oh you missed out one thing that also applies to me: Fat, stupid, ugly, a looser AND OLD!!!!! Yep I went to the gym today because my therapist told me too, yet all I see is other folk looking happy, fit and SLIM (and perfect of course) plus they are all in their nice little ''niches'' chatting and laughing to each other. After 8 months at the gym I have gained weight yet have eaten nothing but ''healthy'' food, so now I've stopped eating and drink instead, ha ha that used to work years ago so worth a try. I have no qualifications in anything so work is unavailable. My volunteer work has dried up because of depression (I have BPD). I sooooooo understand how you feel and simply ''pulling your sox up'' doesn't work. If you need an understanding ear I'd be more than willing to listen. However you might have to put up with my ''negative'' **** too!!!!! Occasionally I can be ''oki'' though. HUGS and more HUGS. I'll leave a message on your visitor page hunny. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX 
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