Thanks. It's just that I heard from friends that she was victimized by her ex husband and that it left her a broken person. He is guy that she dumped me for in high school. Does anyone else sense the irony here? I really miss her though. Her laugh, her smile..........just her presence made me SO happy. It makes me SO sad to never hear her voice or to see her face for the rest of my life. I need help in coping with this reality. If I can't help her out, then I need help myself in dealing with the grief and anguish of losing her. Thank you.