I just can't help my thoughts at the moment. The after life is so much more appealing than this one.

I want to pass over to there and live in the world of Spirit, to be closer to the cosmos.

I'm generally quite level, my doc upped my sertraline today to 100mg but surely it won't change my opinion on life?

I keep getting drawn to my medication, an urge to swallow them, an urge to walk to a tall bridge...I'm really sorry to express myself in this way - but it's what's going on in my head these last few days.