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Originally Posted by WeepingWillow23
I feel sad when depressed to a certain point when I'm crying all the time at silly things, then I get worse and feel completely numb and cannot cry. So it's not always easy for me to say "oh, I feel sad so that's why I have no motivation."
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i understand. motivation tends to be an easy one for me to figure out. others harder.
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Originally Posted by WeepingWillow23
Interesting. I have the same problem with eye contact and was going to blame this completely on depression, but thinking about WHY I don't make eye contact...it's because I worry that people can read my thoughts and see deep inside me to my blackness/darkness...which I guess is a psychotic symptom.
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mine has been pointed out as schiz by my docs/past therapists/family. first thing everyone notices i guess. therapists say "i notice you dont make eye contact" and docs and other people. but is seen as i
guess almost autistic-like inability to make eye contact. i used to talk to people when i was young and look the other way and people thought i was deaf. but im not. and im not autistic. im not aware of it either. it just happens.
forgive me anyone who has autism. i dont understand it well and can only explain my experiences my best.