Sorry I'm obsessing over this and boring everyone and wasting your time - I'm kind of a selfish brat, but I'll save that for another post. I really appreciate the feedback!
T replied to my email and said, "We'll chat tomorrow. We'll figure this out." That's a good thing, right? I'm a tad petrified for my session tomorrow. I have a super hard time communicating with T in general (except with email obviously), so maybe some of you have some advice on how to be brave?