Today I´ve had a little tough day. I´ve been sick and my throat has been hurting which is feels overwhelming usually for me since I´m a singer.
There other things though that I feel is bothering me.

Well right now I´m in a place where I feel very lonely and and also worried of my trust issues towards people. And right now I´m also thinking about my family. If plans go as planned I´ll be moving away from home quite far from them.
My family has since birth provided me with an economic safety but I wished I had more emotional support. I have been thinking it might be better to stay away from my family after I moved and hopefully meet other people that can become a new friends. People who can bring out the best in me. I´ve cried more times than I wish I´ll do in future. Then there´s also a voice that says that maybe there´s something I could do myself that can improve family relationships.

If anyone has any tip to improve family relationships maybe? Also I´m wondering if anyone has any ideas how one should know if it´s better to put a distance away from your biological family or if there can be things to improve. I´m hoping I made my question understandable.

Lot´s of love, BM