Hi shezbut thank you. Hi healingme4me thank you for replying i laughed when i read your missing teeth bit, as yesterday i went to get my sons tabs from local chem and new phamcist was on she automatically though i was in the chemist for my 'dose' geez yes i have drug problems but not the ones where i fall asleep! or need methodone think it was my wonky n teeth missing smile that did it for her. After reading your reply i do think a big chunk is environmental but somewhere thereas to be a gene thing as my parents are not quite normal. I remember as a kid hiding a pump action shotgum under the bottom bunk matteress as my dad tore apart the house wanting to use the gun on himself after being guilty of beating up my mum. I remember this time as clear as day as i got my brothers and sisters to sit on the bed with me.