I am beginning to think my current depression is anger. Anger at a system that denies me help and has zero Pdoc's on their provider list, and no T's that are accepting patients. I feel that it is just hopeless, why am I here if I am not worth any help? What is the universe trying to tell me? A butterfly flapped somewhere and I'm at the center of the perfect storm.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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