Hey everyone,
Waking up in the morning is starting to get harder and harder for me to do. I have no job and no feeling as though anyone is going to be calling me for an interview anytime soon. I feel like my life is falling apart before my eyes and it is taking every ounce of strength to not freak out.
I do not see a point to wake up when everyday for the last month has been the same. Wake up, apply for jobs, make follow up phone calls and get voicemail and no return phone call. Then by the end of the day I am so depressed I can barely see straight. I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I am so misearable right now.
I am sorry that I am ranting and such I just needed to.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>