This definately sounds like an eating disorder. It is apparent that you have very low self esteem hun and it pains me to see you write things like that about your self when it is not true. 107 pounds is not overweight unless you are like three feet tall! Believe me I know that that statement does not mean much because it is about how you feel. That is the horrible thing about eating disorders they distort your mind despite what is true.
Have you talked to anyone about this? I really think you should talk to a doctor or a therapist before this problem gets any worse. I know it may sound difficult but trying to fight an eating disorder can be very difficult and almost impossible to do on your own. Believe me I did it and it was hell. Just remember this community is here for you.

Stay strong,
Jessica

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