I just feel like nothing I do is good enough, and when I try to explain why I feel like that, my explanations not good enough, and I feel stupid and more not good enough, and I just want someone in my life to be able to be there always, and not just when I'm having a good day, but as it stands, nobody is around always, so I'm stuck in this land of not knowing who I am or where to go or what to do or how to feel and I just hate it.