1st T- (13-14)
- I didn't end up dead in a ditch
- I'm not Single on welfare with 7 kids from different unknown fathers.
- I did need medication I wasn't 'just a brat',
- I didn't have csa., just because I was daddy's girl
- I dislike my mom because she was a *****, not because she let my dad be around me.
- You should not break confidentiality, I shouldn't have known which of my friend's you were seeing and why
- If you would have paid a little attention maybe you would have noticed I had an ED and possibly refrained from telling the stress I cause you makes you eat more
- I use to purge as soon as I left and yes it was because of you.
- I really needed your help
- you made me lose complete faith in the mental heath system
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T2 (14-16)
There was so much I needed your help with but I didn't understand social worker didn't mean CPS. I should have been brave. I wish I had you as T1.
T3 (16)
Don't ever trust a 16 yr old to reach out for help. At least touch base with them and investigate the family you leave them with. Don't shut their case 2 weeks after it's open to leave them in another abusive situation.
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T4 (17)
I'm sorry I stormed out when you tried to bring up me ED and that I never came back. Thank-you for trying to find me help when I called you crying
and later dealing with the college when I got drunk because of you I did not get kicked out. Thank-you for taking my call later that day when I called you still a bit drunk to tell you I was getting married to a guy I met less than 2 weeks before that. You did all this with out me still being your patient or getting paid

By the way I'm still mostly happly married to him 12 years. later.
T5 (17)- I wish we stayed in touch
T6 (18)- You had no chance
I didn't realize I went through so many T's in 6 years
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
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