Aw (((((((((((((((IGotThis)))))))))))))))))
I so understand, I never feel good enough either. It's like everyone around me has it so sussed and 'seem' so confident. It just sucks feeling so inferior all the time and trying to live up to other's perceived expectations. All so tiring. I would just like once for someone to say 'hey you know what, you're ok and you ARE good enough and here's a hug' But that never happens so instead I manipulate ppl to try and get that reaction. All so childish but yes, deep down it's the child craving such love and recognition.
So you know what, you ARE good enough and you ARE ok, it's just you that can't see it
