You know, I could give you my reasons for believing in God, but i'm worried of getting scolded lol. I can pm you what I think? I do not do therapy. This is my safe place and I keep some things to myself despite it being "anonymous". I am on Zoloft (sertraline), which is serotonin. It is something you can take for the rest of your life, and for me it is the best thing that's ever come into mine. I practice a LOT of self control. honestly I don't know how good I am at that . I do what I can, and that's all I can do...that helps too.