I found T's name on a gardening forum. I can't read any posts because it's members only.

If I join, is it creepy? It costs $2 to become a member.

I am so curious to "hear" how she sounds in real life. I love her and wish I could know more about her and feel connected.

But I'm also afraid I'll find out more about her than I can handle. I still don't know if she's married, her likes and dislikes...I know nothing about her, while she knows me inside out.