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Originally Posted by granite1
I get the not knowing how to deal with those feelings either.
in fact my T was talking about my trust in her today and I had no idea what to say.it was like she was pointing out ways that she sees that I trust in her. it kind of made me feel so uncomfortable and I didn't know how to respond because truly it is a new thing for me. so I really just let her talk about it without responding. but she finely changed the subject. but it is kind of nice when I can feel comfort in sitting with her
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It's nice to know that I'm not the only one that struggles with this. It feels very unnatural to me yet.... SIGH. Kind of makes me feel like the "little girl" I never was. I can't help but wallow in that type of comfort even though it makes me feel weak and vulnerable.
It's only been in the last few weeks I've even been able to admit it to myself. I don't know if I'll be able to really accept it.
That probably makes no sense but it feels good to put it out there. Lol