Thanks for your responses. I talked to my T about it. She was sympathetic, but not overly concerned about it or willing to discuss it. She had her own agenda of things to talk about ...which is understandable when I walked through the door with SI marks too severe for me to successfully hide and I kept panicking more than usual whenever I heard footsteps outside of the room. She continually had to bring me back and was much more concerned with my SI than a class I was worried about.
This is why I really don't want to deal with this right now. I can make her talk about the class more, but I have much more pressing issues to take care of and we don't have enough time to handle all of it. I don't know if I'm emotionally able to handle it. I won't have the class again until next Tuesday so I will have another session before then. Maybe we can talk about it more next time. Maybe not.
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