Hi all, My name is swaith.

The reason i took the Sanity score revolves around my constant lack of feelings towards pretty much anything.

I keep suffering from long periods of time where I have no memories. I also keep experiencing hallucinations of what I can only describe as "grey" people. I know they dont exist but I hear them and see them all the time. it has now escalated where I cannot look at mirrors while tired or I see things I cannot describe here.

I cannot sit in a room in silence without hearing whispers in the white noise or seeing shadows under my door. I hear them right now at the landing waiting and listening for a chance where I am not watching to come in.

During the day I hear voices and screaming, none make any sense but they are more aggravated the longer I dont talk with them about anything. they dont make any sense but their tone is what I understand.

Its got past the point of no return I only want help in understanding what It is I am experiencing. if this is the stuff that I remember and forces me to carry a lighter incase of the lights going out. What excatly have I imagined in-between that has caused me to dissociate it from my memory?

My room is getting colder and my heart is racing, I can hear movement outside my curtain and my music has stopped for no reason. the tv flickers and no longer makes any sound. I have to stare at a fixed point because I can see one of them watching me from outside the window.

Please advise what to do to get rid of these visions.