I probably should be posing this elsewhere , but I feel comfortable here. The past couple of weeks have been an emotional wreck for me in therapy for those keeping up with my posts, so I have been smoking pot with my friend just to calm things down.

This past weekend on Friday was way different , she is in somewhat in a bit of a domineering relationship with her bf, every time I go there he is always ready to go to work but this time he came home way early. My friend and I were already smoking pot and she was telling me how abusive he was in Thier intimate relations.

He walked in high on speed and was drinking and began to smoke pot, I had drank to and continued to smoke, then we decided to go to the basement and play pool and darts and that's when things got scary . He began to become flirty and wanted me to spend the night, and started talking about a game called strip something I forgot, I was so high.

I started flashing back (CSa) history the basement began looking like it did back then My experience was horrible I managed to text my h to pick me up ASAP . Bottom line I have had nightmares and flashbacks, I have called crisis and they helped me with grounding skills. I left a message for my t today but she never called back. Any thoughts?

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