I have more for you to ponder upon about this false memory syndrome. Both of my parents told me I was molested at daycare, in their words "at the time we didn't think it would effect you much, you were too young to form memories" and I've struggled with anger, depression and anxiety my whole life. Earliest documented report of my depression was 2 years old. I've never had a flashback or nightmare of being molested as a baby. But I have no doubts that it effected me psychologically. That and being left in daycare was traumatizing in and of itself, one of my earliest memories is having anxiety asking the authorities "When is mommy going to come and get me out of here? Is her job more important than me?" and wondering if she was ever going to come back.
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"Much like wind blowing through hollowed cemetery grounds, we all circulate within this void of reality in search of something more profound. Hopes and Dreams fuel our will to live, projecting our desires into the universe and awaiting what it gives. Throughout life's journeys you will encounter Saints as well as the Heartless, but remember, in order to Appreciate the Light, one Must spend time in Darkness." ~ Prozak
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