Don't believe everything you read, after all, most of the people who write/research mental illness have no first hand experience of it.
I'm sorry you are feeling so bad, I'm sure more people care about you than you realize. When I'm feeling down, I feel the same way. It's just our minds playing tricks on us!
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In a season of suffering, we may question God's intentions. But sometimes His plans for deliverance are greater than our desire for relief
-anonymous
