Hello again. Sorry to hear that things are so "upside down" for you right now. Take a little comfort in knowing that life won't always be this hectic. It looks like you are in a very transitional place in your life, and that for good or for bad, these changes are on the way.
Being uprooted from all that is familiar to you can be a freaky idea...
but there is an old saying that goes... "in order for a new door to open, an old one must close." New beginnings can be a bit nervous, but you also get the chance to make a fresh start, and maybe, just maybe, getting out of the chaos and negativity that is consuming your parents time and rendering them unavailable to be of support to you will allow you to grow in a new direction.
Get everybody's addresses and contact information NOW so when this move that is coming happens you are able to keep in touch with the people that are important to you in your current town. No phone for that guy you care about? Get his address and copy it down somewhere safe( like in your journal and your email account. do this for your friends and relatives as well) Do it the "old fashioned" way and pen them letters and send them "snail mail" in an "envelope" with a "stamp". You may discover a new outlet for communication by trying your hand at an old process called "letter writing". All kidding aside, get that contact info right away and you wont feel totally disconnected when the move happens.
Another old saying is "...If nothing changes, nothing changes..."
This move, though it may be intimidating, may just be the change you need in your life to reinvent yourself. I highly recommend you seek out a support system (this site is one form of that) to keep you sharing your feelings and to help you learn ways to cope with the stresses in your life and the everyday stresses of growing up.
Take a deep breath and get ready for something new... and better than your current circumstances. Don't get too upset about the school situation... take care of yourself and smile at that person in the mirror and everything will work itself out in its own time. The only way out of the pain is to stay strong and walk through it.
Til next time, here's a poem from an old friend...
My best friend, in the looking glass lives
Soothing, reassuring, confidence to me they give
Always there when I am confused or blue
How comforting it is to have a friend so true
When I am down, in the mirror they'll be
Is it so strange?... my best friend is Me.
Take Care and Stay Strong. You've only just begun...
Many wonders await ... Peace to You.
-Breezer