It's okay! On of the kids in my sophomore class threw fishing bait around the classroom and another one took the desks apart!
can you get a TA?! Ask around. There is this teacher who puts up signs asking and begging for everyone/anyone to sign up -.- haha!
I feel for you, I don't know how my teachers handle my classes (Then again now and then they do lose it)
but, really you are AWESOME to be a teacher, I mean... that's kind of what I want to do with my life. Right now it all seems so bleak but if you can do it then... hey!

Maybe I can too!
It gets harder but you make such a difference!

I'm proud of you! I have faith you can do all of this, but really... talk to the kids about getting a TA! Talk to the other teachers, all my teachers are always sharing the jobs and tasks. Also ask for idea's?! I'm sure your not the only one with this problems...
I wish you well!!!!!
Lillyleaf