This is me. My old account got deleted. If any of you remember me i just wanted to update you on how I am doing because when i left this site around the end of august I was suicidal and depressed. so here's my story:
it'll be two months for me now cutting free. I want you all to know that i'm much better off than i was and it took a whole lot of trouble. First off I almost died. A few times. I had been getting sick of life and wanted to end it, and tried to strangle myself with strings from my hooodie (not to give anyone ideas but it does NOT work!). Secoind off i tried that three other times in the following days. I called my boyfriend afterwards to tell him and he stopped me from trying again. But on the fourth day i was going to hang myself and sort of tried but stopped myself and called him and right when i was going to just try he called my mom and she stopped got to me in time before i could even try. Well that wasn't the end of it. I was still really messed up. We talked that night and then the next day she sent me to Havenwyck Hospital. I stayed a week and got a lot of group therapy with a lot of other teens who where also bipolar and cut like me, although a lot were into drugs (unlike me). I made sum friends there whom i do miss.
Anyways i've been going to therapy ever since and I'm doing better. As i said at the beginning it's been two months for me not cutting! I'm quite proud of that. I no longer am depressed and i can cope with everyday things like my parents divore, school, lack of friends, money problems, and other hardships much better. I hope my story can inspire some of you guys not to kill yourselves and to stop cutting. the end